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17:46 on 01.02.03
"plugging"

fadedrevue is up and working smoothly. i have two new reviewers, so now there are three of us: me, lex and camille (and i don't know what happened to kat).

so since i am shamelessly plugging, i think i will say that i enjoyed this diary (which i reviewed) and i think you should visit it. she is a flute player and therefore, v. cool in my book.

omg! i got the greatest news today! i heard from our players (drama group) that we're doing kiss me kate for the spring musical, which is may 30-31. and there is flute flute flute in that so guess who is going to be playing in the pit orchestra once again! me! oh so excited.

i n o t h e r b a n d n e w s:

kyra still refuses to acknowledge my presence. the girl hates me, i swear! and the thing is, i am going to have to talk to her and work with her with solos and parts of pieces. she is in my lesson group and she is the reason why i take advantage of not needing to go to lessons. i'll get a hundred in band anyway. mr. r told me i didn't have to go. and if she is there, i ain't gonna be there. i know, it is bad, i should avoid something i love because of someone, but i am not going to love it if i am having a terrible time. already i am dreading the spring concert. i get the front seat. the coveted seat. and i get my own stand (thank god for piccolo!) so i don't have to stand with her. but she refuses to acknowledge me. sometimes i really hate band. and my piccolo is going to be in the shop for the next couple of days. it's been gone since sunday and i really miss practicing it. it's much more difficult than flute and i like the challenge. but not having piccolo around forces my practice time to be centered around the flute and only the flute and my practice time on that has been slacking... oops.

there may not be school tomorrow which will be very welcome if it does happen. it's what i want actually, because i feel like h-e-double hockey sticks. no, i really do. between a cold and v. little sleep last night (12:40 - 4:00am, 4:30 - 6:00am), and everything else, i feel so terrible. i feel as if i am mush on the ground. bleck.

i am so fricking awesome. no really, i am. actually, i wish, but so far i understand the chem stuff that we are learning. oh! i should post my resolutions. i will later on today. i still have homework to do.

( sorry there isn't much to read here )

i freaking miss joshua. it's so hard being away from him. i think i am becoming way too attached, but i can't help it. i love him so much and i do not want to lose him. i just want to lie in his arms and stay with him forever. i know, obsessed lil freak but my boyfriend is absolutely wonderful (now he is going to read this and tell me not to call him absolutely wonderful, he doesn't deserve that, but he really does) and... god, i love him so much. (=

oh i hope you like my lefty smiley (= because i think it is cute. then there is the lefty sad face =( which is cute too.

i love joshua. <3 chelsea