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14:57 on 01.04.03
"in 18 days"

my dad just (well, not just...) handed me this thing that said "consider talent search programs." um would you like to tell me what cty is? because the last time i checked, cty was a talent search program. do any of the other ctyers out there want to confirm this?

18 days until 2 years. i still do not believe it is almost two years. love my life, did you know that? i have a happy relationship and i am mentally balanced. it is good right now.

i got another review which wasn't too amazing. read it and see what you think.

my head is killing me. my glasses broke so i have to wear my old ones, but the lack of the prescription has been making me dizzy. my head hurts and it feels like the world is spinning. i wish they would bring them in to be repaired because my parents keep on putting it off and putting it off and it doesn't seem to matter that i feel sick. when i get dizzy, i feel pukey, everything...

joshua abandoned me for debate and homework so here i am. and omg i think that i am getting a computer! i am so sick of this webtv. do you know how frustrating it is to not have a computer and to have webtv? webtv sucks. you can't im people (unless they have msn imer and nobody does), you can't chat, you can't download. you can not do anything. and i am sick of that. it's so primitive and even though i am no computer whiz, i know i could handle something more high tech. i hate webtv!!!

oooh that sheet that my dad gave me says that learning is what college is all about. how exciting. how amazing. i am sick of being a gifted student. because i have to make myself do more than i should. just because that is the way i work. and... i forgot what i was going to say. great.

this morning i filled out six "how are you doing?" cards and sent them to people from cty. i feel like such a do-gooder. i sent happy little cards wondering how people were doing. because i miss all of my cty friends. i think cty is a drug. the longer you are away, the more you crave it. and when you're there, you're mighty mighty high! and josh might be passionfruit emperor, which i don't want him to be because i can not be empress. )= because laura is empress... i want to be empress! but... no! he can't be emperor and i can't say why, but i will to him. alright, i have to shut up now.

my head is spinning. i want repaired glasses and a computer. and i don't want to go back to school. i am sick and my cold is really bad and i hate this...

i love joshua. <3 chelsea