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20:03 on 01.07.03
"john mayer"

so once again, a review comes in and here i am gloating, even though it is a 90 she liked me and found my content addicting. c'est tres bien pour moi!

"cause if you want love/we'll make it/swimming a deep sea/of blankets/take all your big plans/and break em/this is bound to be awhile." so who else is a john mayer fan? i so am! i love him, love him! (not like that though, i grew out of the celebrity obsession stage a loooong time ago!) "your body is a wonderland to me..." oh, it is so beautiful!

now onto the good stuff, and because music rules my life, we'll talk about slapping kyra in the face, not once but twice. (ooooh... fight? maybe. maybe not. i don't have detention if that is what you're thinking.)

as everyone knows, i am the uber band geek. and today we ran "movement for rosa" twice. this is a twelve minute level six piece for band (which means it is longer than i wish it was and it is v. difficult.) at the beginning of the piece, i have a solo on flute, and then i play piccolo for the rest of the piece which is actually v. tiring. so i played the solo twice.

i felt as if i were slapping kyra in the face. not once, but twice. partially because i know she wants that solo and partially because of how she avoids me. i kind of feel bad about it but as cheryl says, kyra and her group ain't the nicest people in town. but still... i don't feel good about my solo. it is the musical highlight (so far) of my sophomore year, but i feel bad about having it. what to do, what to do?

another thing is that i get really nervous when i play flute in front of many people. i get v. nervous (i think i have stage fright, which is kind of strange because i am a performer.. yeah). and when i get nervous i shake, so i sit there with my hands shaking. and i have to keep my vibrato nice and even, while i try to press the keys and blah blah blah. it was nerve wracking. and then piccolo takes a lot of breath so i was shot by the time the period was over.

*exciting news on the community service club (csc)*

so we have been doing this clothing drive since the middle of november, and we store all of the clothing in a good sized room, and today us csc members went in and could barely walk because the piles were so huge! yay! we're doing this thing where the grade that brings in the most clothing gets half of the money we bring in and the sophomore class is -thisclose- to the senior class. and both classes really need the money. so there's a big competition between the sophomores and seniors in the csc. (i know, we're really big geeks but who cares?)

omg it is the x files.

yeah.

i love joshua. <3 chelsea