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4:59 p.m. on 2001-12-07
"Me again on me again {dunt get it, deal w/ it}[or figure it out]"

Ok...So I said I would continue my autobiography, so here I am to (try to) complete it.

Fave television shows:

I'm a freak for old shows like I Love Lucy and Leave It To Beaver and The Andy Griffith Show and Get Smart. Get Smart is by far the best of the old shows. I also like today's shows, too, I'm not all freak. (*laughs* Ha! I'm not all freak? Who am I kidding?) I like 7th Heaven and Boy Meets World (which is one of the best freaking shows in the world!!!) and...A lot of shows. I love Whose Line Is It Anyway? too. Enough...

I play flute and am very serious about it. I love it. It's one of the coolest instruments. I am also planning to take piano lessons from Joshua. He's really good on piano. Too good. I envy him. I also took saxophone fo a year and a half. Well, I took alto saxophone. It rocks!!!!! I don't have a saxophone now, but I want one want one want one!!!

I dunt sing at all. I can't sing. When I sing, it is scary. Scary scary scary. (Have you noticed? I often say something three times in a row).

My favorite subject in school is band. Actually, I have several favorite subjects. Global, biology, and band. In global...My favorite topics are Ancient Egypt, Ancient Greece, Ancient Rome, the Great Depression, and World War 2. Biology is just fascinating...'Cept for dissections. ::s.h.u.d.d.e.r.s::

Enough with favorites...

I said in an earliar entry that I was at one point in my life...suicidal

*sigh*

Why do I have to explain this?

Because I said I would explain myself.

So here goes...

Well I once was. I am not anymore. In fact, I am far from it. But I was and came very close to the end more than once. I don't tell many people this. Just my closest friends, my boyfriend...And now whoever is reading this at the time.

But that was almost two years ago. Let's not go there anymore. Sure, you can ask me anytime you want, just email me, but that be it. I don't want to type it up right now.

I get depressed very easily, sometimes for no real reason at all. I don't have it easy, I am the oldest of four children. My boyfriend...I barely get to see...He lives a half hour away and goes to another school in a different school district. And when we do see each other, more often than not we are either (a) together for a short amount of time, (b) together for awhile but not left alone, or (c) together not alone for a short amount of time. So that sucks.

One of the funniest things about me is that...

I am...

A perfectionist procrastinator!!!!!!!

Scary, right? It doesn't work well. I mean, I procrastinate, and then when I have a couple of hours left to do something, it has to has to has to be perfect.

I have to be perfect.

If I get a 99, I am upset. If I get a 98, I am upset. If I get anything other than a 100 or a 100+, I get upset.

My band teacher from seventh and eighth grade used to call me Miss Perfect. And Miss Perfection. And The Perfect One. (My friend used to call me The Chosen One because her crush would talk to e and stuffers.)

Enough enough on that...

I am a poet. I want to publish poetry books when I am older. A bunch of poetry books. I also write short stories. I can't write novels and stuff, 'cause I can't keep a plot up for that long. Short stories can be hard, too. Keeping it all consolidated and stuff...Ya know. I would also like to publish some short stories.

Hmm...What else?

I take French. And I love it. I find it fascinating. I love foreign languages.

I am a policy debater. Any other policy debaters around? I'm really extremely good on my affirmative, but I suck at my negative position. I used to be the 2A and the 1N, which I did well. But three days before my last tournament, I switched partners (and my new partner happens to be my evil ex-boyfriend. Gr... Joshua is none too happy about me debating with my ex. Same here.) and because Mike wouldn't give up the 2A and 1N, I became the 1A and 2N. I'm doing very well on my first affirmative speech. I can read it in 7 minutes. So I have one minute left, and I can probably add a couple of cards which could help my case. Anyway, my last (and second) tournament, we (being me and Mike - er, Mike and I) almost won the debate. We were the highest ranked novice team after winning the first two rounds, but we forgot to explain one stupid turn (T/) in the 2NR of our last round, and because of that T/ we lost the first place position, and came in seventh instead. Disappointing, I know. (I know, most of this will only mean something to any debaters who read this. The rest of you, just pretend you know what I am saying.)

I'm thinking that would be it for now.

x~mE-> i will be back

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