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9:34 p.m. on 2001-12-14
"Life"

Wanna see how nuts I am?

Ok, so I am on imood.com, and I am filling out the little personal mood thing (which is pointless, but I had fun this time) and my "base" mood is "dreamy" and this is what I coe up with:

I'd write a poem but all my ideas don't fit together. It's kind of sad, I have words, but I am deprived of them...It's always like this, pieces don't fit together, they form lines of nothingness, over and over, it's all monotonous.

Don't ask me what that was about...For an hour and a half, I drifted from dream to consciousness and back again, til I snapped myself out of my dazed state...And it is coming back to infect me...Invade my mind and make me write these things.

Would you call that a poem? Or would you call that a solilquoy? It could be a soliloquoy, as a soliloquoy is a speech an actor/actress/any random person makes when they have some feeling to express. I know, that was a really really bad definition of a soliloquoy, but I know what it is, and if you don't...Go look it up. Learn to use a dictionary, you stupid idiot!!!

Speaking of soliloquoys and such things...

We finished Romeo and Juliet in English today. I am sad that it is finished, I loved the play... But even though it is one of Shakespeare's most famous plays, it certainly is not his best. It's good but not his best. I loved it though.

My favorite line from the entire play is the sixth line of the prologue for the first act (second act also has a prologue) and that line would be... "A pair of star-crossed lovers take their life."

It's one of the best lines in the entire play. It sounds so cool... Even though the simple translation of it is "Two people who were in love kiled themselves."

Ya, know there is a lot of death in Roemo and Juliet... Well, duh it is a tragedy. First Mercutio dies (I was so upset, I loved Mercutio, he just went on and on about nothingness...His speech on the thought-up Queen Mab of dreams was awesome!!!)... Then Romeo avenges his death by killing Tybalt, cuz Tybalt killed Mercutio... Stupid idiot. I liked Mercutio...Why does something bad always happen to my favorite characters???

Then Paris is killed by Romeo...Geez, that is two murders for Romeo. Wonder where he's going after he drinks the apothecary's quick-acting poison. Juliet awakens, sees him dead, steals his dagger away from his side and stabs herself. And she's dead. And Lady Montague dies, as word of her son's banishment was too much for her to handle, she had some sort of heart attack, nervous breakdown... Something. All Montague says is that Romeo's banishment took her breath away in the night.

Ah...But enough on Romeo and Juliet, even though I have fallen in love with the tragedy. Why does that sound mean? Why does that sound weird?

So school today was okay. Nothing special, like usual. Except during band, we didn't play, instead we watched the jazz band rehearse. And Cheryl and I were passing notes. It was really funny. I decided to focus on how Ray had waaaay too much hair and Mr. Randolph had too little. And Ray and Devon (the two best actors in our school...They are amazing) were playing their guitars, and the speaker was right next to me and Cheryl...So I shouted to Ray, "Stop playing your guitar, it is bothering me!!!" And he gave this look with those weird eyes of his...So I shut up. I got scared.

My friend Andrew knows this girl who was pregnant...She is in tenth grade and her boyfriend is 14... But she lost her baby. Something happened, and it was not an abortion. I think she was sort of glad she lost the baby, because she did not know how to tell her parents that she was pregnant. Since she lost the baby, I think that it would be easier for her since now she doesn't have to raise a child.

Ok, I need to change the batteries in my keyboard (it is a wireless keyboard). Ok that is better. I had to go back and make corrections for everything I said, so I got fed up and changed the batteries and now it is working well again.

Once, when my keyboard got all ick before... I didn't realize that it was wireless and that wireless keyboards use batteries, so I thought I had spilled something on it or something like that. Then I realized... The batteries are dying!!! It was funny. A true blonde moment. A have a lot blonde moments. Then again, I am a blonde. Hehe... That would make sense, now twouldn't it?

Stupid television...

I can't hear the commercial. I can never hear this commercial. Everytime these commercials come on, something happens to the volume and it does not work. You just can't hear it. All you hear, is like... "zzzz...zzz...zzz." Yeah, that is all you hear.

Well, I am going to see Joshua tomorrow!!! Yay!!! But it won't be for long, only a couple of hour which really sucks. I am so ticked. I want to see him for a couple hours longer than a couple hours. But no... I can't. They won't let us.

Ok, I have to go now.

-deadendmoon-

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