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13:38 on 01.28.03
"dreams"

one thing that really pisses me off is that i have some of the most vivid dreams and then i forget them. i wake up, i think back on what was said, and who did what, and then i get up and go about my daily routine, and by the time i get out of the house and onto the bus, i can not remember what happened.

i really wish i remembered my dreams after i get up.

i tend to dream in full color. i hear that is very rare, and that most people dream in black and white. sometimes i dream in black and white, or very dark colors, but usually, the dreams are in full color. red tends to pop up very often. once, i was chased around by my favorite musician and he had a red scarf. in another dream, joshua was wearing a bright red outfit. i vaguely remember blood once. or a red liquid. (in that dream, i was in a bar place thing running away from someone. i think. so it may not have been blood.) also, joshua and love are common things for me to dream about. my dreams are always full of action, something is always happening and it goes by quickly. boom, boom, boom, from one scene to another. hmm... i am trying to think. anything else that is important about my dreams? other than colors... vivid, bright neon colors at times... nothing, i guess.

once i take tomorrow's exam, i am basically done. french is tres simple. (i got a 100 on the final last year, can i do any better? yeah. i can get a 100 on this midterm) and chemistry is all mulitple choice. i am glad my two easiest tests are on the last day. because it makes it that much more relaxing for me. it's a nice break after working really hard. now if only quarter three could come and rescue me from the stress of sitting in a quiet-enough-to-hear-a-pin-drop room.

i am still hoping that yon and i become co-managers of the community service club. i like having positions that allow me to carry some responsibility. i will probably be band council president senior year, and i already have my place in the band, symphony orchestra and pit orchestra.

speaking of pit orchestra, rehearsals are going to start earlier for the show because the spring show is the pride and joy of the theatre group. they tend to do a better show in the spring, and spend much more time and more money on it. and because they're doing 'into the woods' this time, they have to start even earlier than normal because it is a difficult production. i hope the music is somewhat challenging. i like a challenge. but i also like getting the music a bit before i need to play it!!! sometimes i think the people at my high school procrastinate more than i do. and i procrastinate a lot.

i love joshua. <3 chelsea