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22:20 on 01.30.03
">b.a,n.g<"

I think I am going to surrender faded revue to my new reviewer. Well, she isn't new anymore. But she redesigned, made a new guestbook, and decided how the pendings would work. I have no control. So I think I am going to let her have it. I'm not sure though.

Today I talked to Ariella. (I will fel bad if I spelled her name wrong.) She's a freshman who reminds me very much of, well... me. Except she plays clarinet and piano (lucky girl... lucky). She's blonde, sweet, and incredibly outgoing. She called me on the phone today (no really, of course someone called me on the phone) and we had a great conversation. She's funny. And underappreciated.

I have to add her to my cast list, along with Sam.

But in other news. I can't wait to get back into a classroom to listen to a teacher and not take a test. And about going to the doctor and seeing if something can be done, I think I may do it. I just don't want to be so worried and nervous about my finals because those count more than the midterms. At least in my eyes, and especially in global.

I miss Joshua. I can't see him tomorrow, and he may go out with his friends. And he won't be around on Saturday so... I won't be able to talk to him very much this weekend. That saddens me. Incredibly. I love spending time with him and we haven't had a lot of time for Chelsea and Joshua. When we are together I'm so happy.

Now I want to see him. Really badly.

He has one more exam tomorrow. He's kind of lucky because he has a bit more of a break (after an exam of course).

I feel sick.

I love Joshua. <3 Chelsea