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17:24 on 02.04.03
"p-s-a"

Okie, so someone sends this to me and this is what it looks like:

to everyone out there im not askin u 2 send this 2 evryone u knwo no dont cuz this is by me not by anyone else friends come in different size, color, and shape pacages most people look at the wrappin and if the dont liek wat they see they throw it away but if u look inside and just give it a chance ull neva know wat ull find

u might find a friend who can do things betta than u or worse but u gotta let that be okay u might find a friend who makes a lot of mistakes or is a perfectionist and corrects u ALL the time u might find a friend who is a lil wierd sometimes but is great 2 hang out w/ u even might find a friend who u might not tlk 2 alot but is still nice enough 2 chill w/ sometimes but wat u dont find often is that 1 person who is all of those things who always tells u the truth and tells u if ur clothes or hair style looks jacked up who cryes even harder when u have a paper cut and ur bawlin who calls u at 11 on a school nite cuz their bored and forgot the time who forgives u when u make a mistake even when its tellin that hottie thats on ur b/l but u neva tkl 2 that u liek him alot who even cant keep a secret and u get mad but apoligizes and cries that ur not around anymore who rejoices when u forgive them and plans ur next sleep over now most of u must have had 1 of those kinds of friends but let them go cuz they made mistakes or somethin like that i proved my point u guys took that kind of friend for granted

some of u may think i have others i have family thats close 2 my age

but think bout it when those friends r just the 1z u go 2 the mall w/ and party harty w/ have u ever cried w/ them bout that deepest secret that fills u w/ sorrow some days?? have u ever had a fake fight cuz ur bored?

u think bout that and those of u who say u have family yes thats true

but wat bout that other friend that u just dropped off cuz they made those mistakes that friend who u cried w/

who do they have yes theyll find others but before that who do they have? thats when all the sorrow and saddness builds up thats when they have 2 cry 2 themsleves and it doesnt help a thing at most it makes it worst u think bout that 2 some of u may think this was cuz of somethin at school sorta yea but mostly cuz just look around and u tell me wat i mean

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I really don't care what it says right now, but did you have trouble reading that? Yes, right? Right. Now, I just say that this is my public service announcment for people hoo tpye liek dis and liek da person aovbe. Don't ever type like that! EVER! It's a sick and twisted thing to do. So don't ever do it.

I love Joshua. <3 Chelsea