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13:13 on 07.15.03
"home but not for long"

I'm home and so tired. And I don't ever want to touch my flute again. It's funny how something could mean so much to you but when you spend too much time with it, you just get so sick of it.

Blah. I'm not kidding about the flute either. I just don't want to see it, and I am not looking forward to band next year. And it was going to be so exciting, because I am going to be pricipal flutist of concert/select band and we're going to go to band day up at UMASS and we're going to compete at NYSSMA and I've got solos in those pieces. And then he asked me to be in jazz band on flute as well as picc. And then there's symphony orchestra and there's our Virginia Beach trip (wooo!!!!). BTW, I had a dream about a whole bunch of stuff, and that trip was part of it. In the dream, the orchestra director told me that my fundraising helped out a lot and that it lowered the cost of the trip by $200 per person. In that dream, Joshua and I were doing something and John L. (from EUSMC - more on him later) was looking disgusted and... never mind... Anywho, I've got lots of music and I'm just hoping and praying that flute will call me back.

I can already feel it pulling me towards it. I already feel like I want to practice. I guess I could be a musician. I mean, I did love the thrill I got from playing challenging music within a short amount of time.

*sigh*

I'm leaving at 6 am on Sunday morning because my little bro has a Little League party he has to go to on Saturday so we can't leave a day early. Oh well. You can't have everything. But I ust don't want to have to get up so early because it means I have to go to bed early and yadda yadda yadda.

These are my ramblings. But I'm going now because I am just so bored. I love Joshua. <3 Chelsea