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19:00 on 08.21.03
"crispy"

My mood ring tells me that I am crabby. That is definitely what you could call me.

Yesterday my family and I went to Mountain Creek, which is this cute little waterpark somewhere in New Jersey. A bunch of the rides were closed this year (I have been there three times now) but that didn't matter to me. I had an amazing time, because my boyfriend came with us!

Except now my lower back is slightly crispy, somewhat red, and irritated. Joshua didn't exactly put the right amount of sunscreen on me.

Or maybe it just watched off.

So we had a good time. I always had someone to go on the rides with me. He carried the tube or helped me carry it, but I never had to suffer under the weight of a double tube. And I had someone to hang out with in the wave pool... He also saved me from one wave, but then threw me into the next one. Isn't that sweet? Yeah, it is. I had so much fun! :) And I got compliments abound because he's my boyfriend and I'm in a bathing suit and guys have hormones.

Isn't that a wonderful thing?

Actually, it is.

I love him so much, and we had so much fun, but we have been discussing taking a break lately. We know that we're pretty strong and we both think that our relationship will be fine, but we think that if we take a break (if only for a week or two) and just spend some time away from each other, we can see how we are without the other. And at the end of the break, if we get back together (which I hope we do) it will probably make us even stronger and it will rekindle a spark.

I don't want to take a break. I love him too much. I'm not sure if I am afraid of taking one, but it probably seems like it.

I love Joshua.
<3 Chelsea