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chosh part one

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18:02 on 09.25.02
"ha ha ha"

first, read my "miss something?" column. now laugh. lather, rinse, and repeat. :)

i have good friends. they love me. here is what yon had to say to me in her daily note:

you have to give me an update on josh all the time, cuz you know, i'm yur professional consultant... even if i've never had a 1 1/2 year relationship before... LOL.

and here is how kathleen ended her note:

love. you. loser.

yes, i know, i know, i am much loved. so it hasn't even been a month into the school year, and already kathleen has helped me out in dealing with certain "problems" in my relationship with joshua. between her and yon, i couldn't have been happier. well, i could have, but considering my position yesterday, i was quite happy. i'm not going to tell about the problems i had, because i don't feel like explaining it all, but they helped a lot. i love my friends, and i wish i am going to be around this weekend to do something with them, but i'll be up in amherst massachusetts...

for acquire the fire!!!

yay! i get to see john reuben. so there will be no entry on friday, and ditto for saturday. you'll have to hear pep rally details on sunday. (i am not looking forward to being in the band. ugh.)

lately, i have been getting a lot of trouble from the other flute players. which really sucks. they've taken my food, yelled at me, and switched my stand or chair with their's whenever i leave the room. acquiring a piccolo didn't help either. now i play both, and am serious about both. maybe two other flute players are serious, the rest are just there for the hell of it. i don't know why they are. they can't play very well, talk during class, are very disrespectful, and they taunt me. well, whatever they do, i am not giving up band. i love music, i love my instruments. i am still going to aspire to be one of the best flutists. i am going to compete for the number one spot and they can't stop me. i think i am going to try out again... i don't want my arpeggios to affect my rank. (i screwed up in the playing test on the arpeggios. i did quite well with the scales, but the arpeggios... i don't know what happened.)

i can not believe that i am missing homecoming again!!! i missed it last year because joshua and i had a minor disagreement which turned into a major one, which turned into him breaking up with me, which turned into us being single/depressed, which then turned into him calling me back, which then turned into us getting back together. that was all on september twenty-second of last year (which was also our eight month anniversary.) so now i am missing my second homecoming. next year, i will be there. with joshua. he is coming with me. (notice how i automatically assume that joshua and i will be together next year. we're both pretty sure we are going to stay together throughout high school.)

i have "she has a girlfriend now" by reel big fish stuck in my head. it is a great song, i highly recommend that you download it, or go buy the cd that it is on. :)

i have a french test tomorrow. i will definately study during study hall, because that is what study hall is for, isn't it? wow... i wrote "stud hall" but i changed it. lol.

there was a great quote today but i can't remember it. i wish that i could. it really sucks that i can't. it was really funny, and as soon as i end this entry, i will remember it. i can guarantee that.

there's this song called "do you like math?" and i don't know who it is by, but jake tught me the lyrics. it goes...

"add my dick, subtact your clothes, divide your legs."

i said it so many times after he taught it to me that he started laughing because "it sounds so funny coming from a girl." i have to admit, it really does.

i joined the pricipal student advisory council. it deals with complaints and concerns about the school and the condition of the building, among other things. how wonderful.

i am also considering joining the newspaper club. oooooh... writing aout the school. debate, journalism, councils, i am suck the average geek. hey, but i wear that badge with pride.

this week is spirit week (i don't think i mentioned that) and today was color day... sophomores wore red, so i wore my people to people shirt. which brought back memories. i met joshua on that trip! (thank god for people to people... and to think i almost did not go on that trip.) tomorrow is hawaii day. i am tempted to wear the same shirt, since it is from the hawaii trip. no, i will just wear my old hawaiian shirt. sounds good, right? and of course, friday is spirit/pep rally day. so everyone wears blue and gold, the "traditional" school colors. joy of all joys. joy joy. :)

avril lavigne has one of the greatest quotes in one of songs. i would put it in here, but i am not sure of the actual wording. oh well. it is in the eleventh song, which i absolutely love. you know what other song i love? the one whose chorus starts out with "it's a damn cold night." that is a really awesome song. (i don't have the track listing because joshua made the cd for me and he did not include the tracks. that is okay, i can get it off of azlyrics.com, when i am not too lazy.)

i'm probably boring everyone to death. i'm sorry if i am. if i am, then my life isn't for you. go try another one on for size. this one isn't for sale, anyway.

now laugh. you have to admit that that was so cheesy even you, the poor bored unsuspecting soul, had to laugh at it!!!

okie, i am out. talk/write/type later.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea