>>diary
cast
rings
reviews
registered
clix

>>contact
guestbook
tagboard
notes
e-mail

>> me
profile
the girl
likes / hates
131 things listings
glossory
bookshelf
poetry
chosh part one

>>did you miss...
-
-
-
-
back for a bit

23:27 on 10.02.02
"ur a rock *"

I'm hungry and I'm not tired and I am hoping that the Yankees pull themselves together and win this thing. I hope I can get up in the morning too. I do not like getting up in the morning because it is so cold and I want to stay underneath the covers because the air is so cold.

My head feels funky. It doesn't hurt but it's funky. Funky funky. Funky is a funky word.

Joshua has been running on just enough sleep. Well, he's been falling asleep in class and stuff. Poor Joshua. I don't want him to fall asleep in class so when we got off the phone, I told him to go to bed as soon as possible. I think he is asleep now, which is good. (I kept on writing "God" instead of "good" which is bad because it means that I am losing some of my consciousness or something like that.)

My nose and back are itchy and I have a couple of pimples along my hair line. I think that I popped one. (Eww...) I know, it's gross.

*sadness*

I don't know why, I am just feeling sad. Tomorrow is Thursday, but it feels as if the week is going to continue and continue and continue and not ever end. That is how it feels. It has been so long (the week has been long) and I keep on forgetting what day it is. I forgot that it is Wednesday. I had to ask my little brother, that is how bad it got.

*mmm*

I want to reheat some of the left over Hamburger Helper and eat it right now. I am soooo hungry. But I don't need to eat now. Yes I do. If I don't eat, I am going to be starving tomorrow morning, and a piece of bread won't satisfy me and I do not have enough time to eat more than a piece of bread. I don't even have time to eat a piece of bread on some days.

*happiness*

I want to see Joshua and maybe I will. When? I don't know. But I will see him... eventually... hopefully. And things are going pretty well at school. So... yeah. I dunno. I just needed a section entitled "happiness" in this little entry. Not that it is very little now.)

*ha*

Sqaure it and what do you have? You have ha squared! Oh yeah Kathleen! (I don't think she even reads this! I don't think anyone reads this. But if you do read this, will you leave me a little note somewhere???)

*doot*

Doot doot doot. Can you tell that I am more than bored out of my mind? I do funky funky things when I am bored. Like I write letters and notes and emails and journal entries. You get the picture, right?

*sophomore*

I am a sophomore. Joshua is a sophomore. My friends in my classes are sophomores (except for the juniors who are in the junior classes that I take). Paul is a senior. He pointed this out today in debate.

I'm going now. I must be soooooo boring!

I love Joshua.

<3 Chelsea