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chosh part one

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15:24 on 10.17.02
"connected"

"and we are all connected to each other..."

yeah i have that pocohantas song stuck in my head. oh well. it is kind of annoying, though, because i never was a big fan of that song. is that from the "colors of the wind" song? yeah i think it did.

so today i did something that i have never done before. i intercepted an interim report. i don't know why, i don't think there is anything bad on it, but i am sort of afraid of a couple of high 80s or low 90s. i don't want my parents to get mad at me for anything lower than a 90. they usually do, which i don't think is fair to me, because the work keeps getting harder, there is more of it, and i have a lot more activities that i've got to participate in. i work really hard but it's not as easy as it used to be.

i'm watching "honey i shrunk the kids" the tv series where wane and his family are being chased by a giant lizard. how unrealistic.

i talked to my parents (well my mom) about quitting my debate team and joining joshua. she isn't uite sure, but i think she approves. i told her that i don't enjoy policy debate and i do not want to go back. she seemed surprised. so i told her that joshua's debate team would invite me, and she said she couldn't drive me much. but... i wouldn't have to go often and i would have to do a lot of extra work on my own, which i am willing to go.

*happiness*

so i might be joining joshua's debate team, and joshua and i are good. my template was restored and i have three days and four nights to finish this stupid global project which i am absolutely stuck on!!!

i might see joshua this weekend. i have to convince my mom to let me go to the debate thing. i hope i can go. i really want to do lincoln douglas debate. policy doesn't appeal to me. it never has. ever ever ever. it's been so boring because i don't care much to read newpapers everyday and cut them up and write arguments using the articles.

we're having macaroni and cheese tonight for dinner. yummy. we haven't had mac n cheese for awhile. it's the stoffeur's kind that you put in the oven and ya know, it takes forever to cook.

someone is coming to look at our house tonight. we really are going to be moving soon and everything we do makes it more and more real. this is the second time this guy wants to come and look at our house. it is kind of weird, thinking about someone else living where i have lived for all fifteen years of my life. it's just not... right. it's weird to think of people sleeping in my room, maybe even doing naughty things in there. (that really disturbs me, but let's not go into that right now.)

i have pimples on my body.

i played piccolo in band today. i was so bad. i did well during the warmups but that was because everyone was playing the same rhythms so i wasn't as... prominent. but while we were playing "movement for rosa" i didn't do so well. thankfully, you couldn't hear me play. i couldn't exactly keep the octave. it sounded so funny.

this is the stupidest tv show i have ever watched (the show being the same one i have been watching, with the giant lizard.)

i love *me!*

that sounds so... egotistical.

i love joshua too. *:)*

"in the end it doesn't even matter..."

that is stuck in my head just like the colors and wind song.

alright, i have to go and i will be back later on. i promise.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea