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back for a bit

18:44 on 10.24.02
"i am back"

so where has chelsea disappeared to? i got grounded and technically i am not supposed to be on. i'm doing my global homework though (*cough* finished that a half hour ago *cough*) so it's all good.

on the 22nd, joshua and i celebrated our twenty-one month anniversary! i'm so glad that we have made it this far. (if you've been reading for awhile, you would know that we have been having a lot of problems.)

actually, i just got off the phone with him. i have been so stressed lately and i haven't been able to talk to him a lot (even on our 21 month) so i've been so miserable. and talking to him just made me feel a lot better. i don't think he really wanted to talk to me much because he's got lots of homework but... he did and i really appreciate it because he was so sweet. he actually made me laugh which is something that i haven't easily done.

i'm still sad though.

i don't eat, don't sleep enough, can't concentrate in class. my memory is screwy and i'm surprised that i actually got a 100 on my chem quiz today. i'm having such a hard time. my father doesn't want me to talk to him.

gotta go.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea