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14:50 on 10.28.02
"i got letters!"

people who made me happy today:

*lane: she sent me a letter and i got it today!

*christy: dittoness for her!

*me: i got a 96 on my chem test! and i sent voltaire to the second level of hell in my global project. oh hell yeah. (ha ha funny.)

i'm upset slightly because the angels won the series and they really don't deserve to because they are bitches because they beat my yankees. oh well maybe next year... definitely next year.

i have off today, no global trial tomorrow, so i am free tonight to do nothing. although i have french homework. joy joy.

off of homework (even though that takes up half of my free life.)

i'm piccolo section leader! yay! now hopefully, i cam conquer the flute section. i'm really happy that i am piccolo leader. there's this gilr who has been playing for a couple of years, and i have only been playing for a month. i have been really stressed lately and i needed that ego booster. it really has boosted my ego. so i am a lot happier now.

except joshua and i got into a mini-fight last night. i would love to share the contents of it, but it's a part of our relationship that i don't need to explain to the public. sorry guys! but we got into a fight. i was really scared for about fifteen minutes, because he said that he wouldn't "do anything rash." and whenever he says that, it can easily be translated as "i'm not going to dump you like i want to. i'm mad and that means i might do something stupid and i really don't want to dump you because i love you." get what i mean? and sometimes he does do something "rash" and... so i was terrified.

my father hasn't really talked to me since i was kicked out for an hour. i don't know how i feel about that. i am kind of glad. it means i don't have to talk to him and sometimes it feels like a relief because he's harsh and critical. very harsh and very critical. if it's not the way he wants, then... be prepared to have the wrath of my dad poured out upon you. and that is an understatement. but i'm also a little upset about it... it feels like i am losing my father. and that is never a good feeling. he's my dad and, i don't know, i can't really explain it. i feel like i am losing one of my parents. it's upsetting.

so...

i got a letter from lane today (as i have already said) and it is fun filled (as expected). i love lane's letters. they are so funny. this time she included a list of things that she is going to do when she gets her license. hmm... i wonder what i am going to do when i get my license.

1). drive to school as a junior and rent out a parking space at a nearby house/business for ten bucks a day. (yes juniors at my school do that because seniors get parking spots.)

2). drive in circles in a parking lot until people start giving me looks.

3). see how many people you can fit inside my car.

4). go to the mall at midnight and wreak havoc (sort of like what my friends and i usually do, only at a later time.)

i know, i know, i really am not that exciting but i do know what i would definitely do. i would visit joshua often. :-) well, of course. i think that is really obvious.

okie, i'm out n about.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea