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22:33 on 10.30.02
"really dirrty"

and the beautiful thing is...

i want to learn the dance stuff from christina's new video... i must sound like the uber slut now but at least she isn't cookie cutter singer anymore. and i wouldn't dance like she does around anybody. just my joshua. (oooh that is going to make him happy, we all know that.)

so tomorrow is halloween and even though i don't celebrate (due to my religion/church/parents) i still dress up at school. yon had a stoke of genius at 9:50 this evening and we're going to be goth punks. me more gothy, she more punky. fun fun. as long as jesse doesn't think that i like him.

wow i am having trouble typing.

tomorrow is also the end to the global project. napoleon is on trial. i'm kind of sad and pissed. i mean, i spent a hell of a lot of time on this project. and i slaved away for it. i invested so much of my time in this. and now... it is going to be over and that really pisses me off. i have been stressing myself for three weeks and then it is all over in a fifteen minute trial. that really sucks. i can't wait til the next global project.

hmm... tomorrow if yon and i take pictures, i will get hold of a scanner at some time and post one up here (maybe) so you can see how i am so not a goth-punk.

i love me. i am a soloist in band and a pit orchestra member. i have wanted to do what i am doing now for so long and now i finally have it. i'm so glad. i just... it's really important to me. i want to play on broadway. i want to play my flute to make money when i am older. so this is really important to me. and i am going to do everything i can to keep myself where i am and also to allow myself to excel. :-)

i have to go. i'm sorry. i know i am just so interesting.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea