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08:01 on 10.31.02
"dirrty again"

first i wanted to be christina agularia in her new video. but then i realized that i would be freezing cold and it would be kind of inappropriate for schoool. just a little... and then i realized that only joshua deserves to see me in anything that bad. :-) so now i am sitting here wearing pleather. i am a goth. i look scary (thanks to yon and her makeup). yon looks scary too. but oh well. my legs are sticking to my pants. :-) i have to see kathleen because she said she would be goth as well. we have gym today. i really don't want to do gym. i don't want to smear my makeup because it looks awesome. and i don't want to have to get in and out of this freaking outfit. i went completely nuts. i even have my trench coat on. it's really hot wearing all pleather/black. i don't see how people do it everyday.

wanna be dirty...

today is the last day for the trials. napoleon questions and then it is over. yeah! i will finally have a social life, something i have been depriving myself of.

joshua is having a party tonight. but can i go? of course not. since when would my parents drive me to his house on a school night on halloween? yeah right. i wish. maybe next year. next year i will be able to drive. *big* help. :-) no really, it is. i will be able to go places without having to ask for permission and then for a ride. i could just go. and i absolutely love that feeling. oh... man... i have a french test today and i didn't study and i am sitting here in study hall typing away about how i will drive to see joshua next halloween. i want to pass this freaking french test. i don't need a failing grade. ok, goodbye world and i will definitely be back later on.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea