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21:23 on 11.11.02
"3 days in a row"

today was tres excellent. no really, it was. and sorry i didn't update yesterday. it was my sister's birthday and the parents and the littles minus the m.o.d. (= master of disaster = my little brother) went out to a concert with the youth group so guess who i got to watch! the master of disaser.

so i babysat yesterday. nothing much there. i did make thirty dollars for the cty fund!

and on saturday i went to the mall with yon and erin and dana. it was really nice to go out and do something with my friends (something i haven't done much lately since i have been a slave to homework for so long.) dana goes to the other high school in our district, so i don't ever see her and we were there an hour before the other two, so we walked around and talked. that was so great. i haven't talked to dana in a forever.

we talked about ashley, who has worried both of us throughout the years. she's had this obsession with this kid named brendan (who i will be calling the captain from now on...). and this obsession has lasted how many years?

four years.

well, this is the fourth year.

and she has done some pretty strange things because of him. like in eighth grade, she stopped eating for days for absolutely no reason that she would disclose. and then she'd go home after school and down a cup of confectionary sugar. odd? maybe. she used to go on these unnecessary sugar rushes because something was worrying her with the captain. and now all she says that she needs to get a new crush and when you ask her what she means by what she said, she will say that she didn't say anything or that she didn't mean it or... whatever. she makes up bunches of excuses for everything. but enough with the worrying.

so i traipsed (spelling?) around the country (aka the mall) avec yon n erin n dana and now, on monday, i went to old navy with joshua!!!!

i saw my boyfriend! (which, of course, makes me tres happy, even though i already miss him terribly. obsessed? i think not.)

we went to old navy because he needs clothing. and guess what? he bought clothing! a couple of shirts and a pair of pants, but i approved all of the clothing. he asked for my approval with everything. :-) that makes chelsea feel tres special. i love going clothes shopping with joshua. i just wish that i could accompany him in the fitting rooms. wouldn't that be fun? oh yes, it really would. and if i had a chance to go in those little rooms with him, i would definitely take it. what girl wouldn't take that chance to do that with her boyfriend? a crazy girl who really didn't love her boyfriend. that's the kind of girl that would give up such a sweet chance. i think i might be a tad bit obsessed over here... or just in love. :-)

i am going to move off of this very much inapprpriate topic before thing happen.

i need help.

so i saw him today, after a month of no joshua. it was such a relief, i can't say how great it was just to spend time with him. so what if i was only with him for a couple of hours? so what if we couldn't talk a lot a lot? we spent time with each other, and that is what is important.

joshua i miss you!!!

mmm... i am watching this thing on food tv about how candy is made. they are talking about jolly ranchers. i love jolly ranchers. the watermelon ones are the best... then the lemon ones. and those cinnamon ones.

i have to go right now. well, i don't exactly know what to write about. i could write about the electric blue fishnets i got this weekend with the bunch. i really did get fishnets of a bright vibrant color. i got them at hot topic which just opened at our mall. i have been waiting for hot topic to open for so long. i can finally get really awesome punky goth clothes. i don't have to take the sales racks and cut the stuff up that i get off of it. i am so excited, because they have a "the breakfast club" shirt. well, several, and a "sixteen candles" shirt. and my mom said i could have them.

and if you haven't been reading here religiously (like i expect you to actually do that), sixteen candles and the breakfast club are two of my favorite movies.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea

ps-for some reason, i feel as if i didn't write enough about seeing joshua. (sorry, it is just that i was so excited before, during, and after seeing him, and then i kind of just threw in the details... between ashley and yon and mall and other things.) but i saw him and we are much much happier. i hope things last, and stay this good for a long time (preferably, forever!)