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18:11 on 11.14.02
"away from the here i am"

sorry about so many updates, but... look at this poem. i wrote it awhile ago (in january) and i was going through my old entries and i found it.

I've mentally divorced myself

From this place

I can forget and run away

But I always end up

Back inside of here

Here where I started

I'm there

While I'm here

Physically I can't move

Mentally I'm running

And you can't catch me

I wake up

Not in the place of my dreams

I kick the iron bars

They're holding me in

But nothing can hold me back

I'm already gone

God, I want to be gone

Away, gone

But I can't

Stupid bars stupid chains

But I'm breaking away

In my mind.

-chelsea