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chosh part one

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15:14 on 11.18.02
"robbie aka..."

when you stop worrying, life is a lot easier. and when you read your cty memory book, you cry. i was reading everything everyone wrote to me (and the quotes from improv and class) and i was getting all teary eyed... here's something my ra wrote to me:

"well, another session of cty has come to a close. i hope you had a wonderful time, i know i did and i realize that a large part of it was due to you. i loved having you on my hall. your smiles, your wit, and just your infectious good nature is something truly amazing. i know that leaving cty is hard for you, but i know you'll have a good year at school and before you know it you'll be back here again. please stay in touch! take care!"

it makes me cry. i am getting all teary eyed now. and that is not good because i plan on writing a decent amount.

so pit orchestra was fun. we aren't going to talk about that anymore. then i worry. and if you don't worry, life is easier.

i saw joshua and i saw pippin. i liked pippin. actually, i loved it. a tres good broadway play! now, i must get the music for flute/piccolo because it was so pretty. mmm... there was sex in pippin. that was cool.

but onto seeing joshua because seeing joshua was the highlight of my entire weekend and this month (so far...).

before and after pippin we were at his house for a little bit. and we got to sit on his couch and cuddle. and i got kisses and hugs. i was so happy. the happiest i have been for awhile, actually. since, like, cty. because i was just staring into his eyes and his was looking into mine and it's so easy to be content when you're doing that. i can't exactly describe how i felt but we were close and connected and everything.

i love joshua...

and the yesterday i did my global project at colleen's house with my group (minus mike w. because his parents were pissed at him and wouldn't let him come). i'll write more about the project later. (i have been trying not to think about school, because if you don't worry life is easier.)

i came up with the world's stupidest joke last night:

you can take a CTYer out of CTY, but you can never take CTY out of a CTYer, because then you'd be going around saying "er" "er" "er"! tah-dah!

i got some great reviews which i read this morning during first period which totally brightened my day! (it is so great leaving study hall knowing that you are happy because people like you.)

briana came to visit today after school. she brought two black skirts because we are going to be dressing up tomorrow. i am wearing my fishnets, she's wearing hers, and yon is wearing her hot topic sox. tres cool. it's so going to kiss some ass.

mr. t wasn't at school today so we had a sub (a.k.a. 'the woman who can see the future' mr. w (global teacher) calls her that because her glasses are half an inch thick - no joke) and i was so bored i started writing on my pants. then everybody started writing on my pants. now i have a controversial pair of pants...

yon wrote "i love daryl."

kathleen wrote "#20" (to understand this, refer to the 20 types of guys list... link is somewhere in the october archive), "i love robbie a.k.a. s.g.," "mi pollo es en fuego," and "children in the dark cause accidents. accidents in the dark cause children."

briana wrote "dc is ba's person" and "men come from women, and spend the rest of their lives trying to get back inside." beautiful.

that's the end of this episode of "omg, what is chelsea on?" tune in next time to find out.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea