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15:26 on 11.25.02
"fall in love again"

the perfect anniversary gift would be to fall in love with joshua all over again. that would be absolutely wonderful. am i hoping it will happen? very much so. being in love is exhilarating. falling in love is thrilling.

actually, falling in love is more than thrilling.

falling in love is exciting, scary, unexpected, wonderful, strange, breath taking, shocking, bearably unbearable, satisfying...

something in want to happen again.

that was an excerpt from last night's entry in my private journal. i will rarely put stuff from it in here. but that is exactly how i feel right now.

as i said, i saw joshua on saturday. we had a wonderful time. so we had our downfalls, but i am going to ignore those because i am very happy and very in love.

and then after i saw him i talked to him for an hour the day after. and we decided that the perfect two year anniversary gift would definitely be to fall in love with each other all over again.

*joshua i love you. wherever you are i want you to know that i love you.*

:8: those are kissing smilies. :) (can you tell i have my boyfriend in mind at the moment?)

well, i can't help it. i have to think about him. he is such a wonderful boyfriend. he really is. i have been thinking about him all day.

i feel so obsessive right now. ah, it is good for you. i haven't been majorly obsessive for at least a year now, if not more. and it feels good to be obsessive for a day. because all you think and talk about is the person you are obsessed with. :)

i also must sound so stupid and childish. my apologies if i do.

and you all have to say hi to yon!!! if you don't, i will be mad because she's like my best friend and she let me wear her volleyball sweatshirt today becuase i was freezing cold.

does anyone out there understand graphing sine and cosine? because i don't. and it would be tres helpful if i could get some help. maybe my boyfriend can help me. he helped me the last time.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea