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19:03 on 12.03.02
"my sisters"

in the end it doesn't even matter, so why do i worry so much now? i know why! because i am this brilliant idiot who decides to do everything that she won't be able to do when it all comes down to it. i just volunteered to tutor on mondays with yon and pam. community service club stuff, and then i am (un)officially back on journalism staff. exciting. then i am going to the mhl on saturday for debate. quite nice.

it was refreshing to be in school today. even though i didn't like being there, it was refreshing. i sold ten dollars worth of candy for my band/symphony orchestra fundraiser. woo hoo. how exciting. this is what my life is comprised of. selling candy for band. and it excites me. sometimes i hate being me.

but mr. r (band) said that i am principle flutist. maybe co (with kyra), but definitely principle. that brightened my day. unfortunately i found out at the end of my class. *joy*

i am trying to make my diary more emotional and interesting. have i grabbed your attention yet? good. especially if you're one of the people who are reviewing me.

my poor boyfriend ain't too great. i feel really bad because i can't talk to him for the next three hours because my parents ain't here and they don't like people on the phone when they are not here. *hm* i want to make him feel better (even though that is not my strong point.)

i don't think i have ever made him actually feel better. joshua, please correct me if i am wrong.

anywhomness... i have nothing else to say. i wish i had a plethora of words to type but i don't. i am some boring individual, aren't i?

my sister yelled at me because i told her to do homework and she was all like "well, i have already finished it." and i said "well, mom told you to do it." (and i honestly think that she did not finish it. she doesn't do much of her homework.) and she screamed it. so i told her to leave because i didn't want to see her because she just yelled at me. so i told her to leave. i am not going to stand being yelled at

and molly (the other sister) just lied to my mom about what happened. she always lies. she will do something in front of us and then say "i didn't do it." which she just did. typical molly.

erg. i jammed my finger. i have a jammed thumb and pointer finger now. the usual. always hurt.

mmm... someone on disney is wearing plaid pants. that makes me happy.

i am trying to think of something good to expand upon. i want to eat soup. soup has always been such an experience to me. it's something that i like to enjoy while reading or thinking. i know, it is not normal, but soup makes me so happy. when i am mad and upset, it calms me down, and when i am happy, it keeps me happy.

only you can't drink soup while you are on the phone because you can get soup on the phone and into the phone and that is really nasty. because it gets sticky. and wet. and quite uncomfortable.

*smile*

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea