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21:34 on 12.03.02
"i *love* joshua"

something my boyfriend should do:

tell me he loves me, give me a massage, make me feel like i am not going to puke, give me a kiss, and hug me and hold me and just be here right now.

why can't i live near him? this is killing me. well, it is not killing me. but it hurts that i can not see him whenever i want. i can't walk to his house, i can't go on long walks with him everyday.

i would love to go on a walk with my boyfriend right now. i know that it is currently freezing freaking cold tonight but i would throw on a coat and go for a looooooong walk with him.

i'd hold his hand and we'd walk in the cold drak night and just be with each other. no talking for awhile, just walking, holding his hand, looking at the stars (if there are any visible... which i hope there is because starlight is so pretty and so romantic and i love it.)

i'd give anything for a walk under the stars with my baby.

onto another subject...

gangs of new york... looks like such a good movie despite leo dicaprio's presence in it. except it is rated r and i am only 15 so i have to pretend to be 17. but no problem, everybody does it, including ten and eleven year old kids. i want to see it, it looks good good *good* (and i am into this asterisk thing for some reason.)

i love joshua!

<3 chelsea