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10:36 on 12.11.02
"all together"

mmm... early dismissal tastes like the candy canes i bought earlier today. it also smells like an ice storm is coming, and no school tomorrow is such a possibility.

as long as the pep rally isn't cancelled again. because i must debut on my piccolo. and speaking of instruments... my talent on flute is not helping me make friends. rather, it is helping me to gain enemies. i'm principle flutist. as a sophomore. and this is where mr. r wants me. but kyra (who is a junior) thinks he is being unfair. so she's mad at him, and gives me these dirty looks.

i do not want to give up what i have gained. it tool me a lot to be where i am, and i am now a mini cheryl. and they hated cheryl. so they hate me.

i have to learn clarinet, piano, and alto flute (and pick up alto sax again) if i am really serious about playing in a broadway pit. i'm really serious. i love music. and i can not wait until spring musical time.

i really can't think of anything else to say. usually, i am bubbling over with all sorts of tidbits of information.

i have become the do-gooder person thing. i am so serious about all of the service - oriented clubs and councils that i am a member of. and i am enjoying it, because with the money clubs are raising, we're making differences in lives... across the world, in fact. :-)

i was re-reading chicken soup for the teenage soul earlier. even though i have opened the book more than ten times, there are still many stories that make me cry. but i cry so easily all of a sudden. well, not all of a sudden. but ever since i fell in love with joshua, it does not take much to make me cry. happy endings of movies turn me into a baby. sad endings send me to my room because i am crying so much. it is pathetic, i know. but it is okay to cry. crying is good for the body, good for the soul. (i just turned crying into soup... that was a campbell's reference there.)

i love all of my friends. online, and offline. i love all of you. :-)

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea