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back for a bit

12:37 on 12.27.02
"beautiful"

i got so much f-ing nice clothing for christmas and here i am wearing my old punky outfits. except, the spikey bracelet is new. i got it from steph r. and it is so freaking awesome! you can change the spikes... there are red ones and silver ones and it is a lot of fun. i know, i get excited over next-to-nothing.

sorry i have not written... you must be sitting on your seats freaking out wondering where the ____ i am (and no, i was not editing out the f word. i didn't feel like writing hell.)

i am officially a good charlotte fan. i saw their video for "lifestyles of the rich and famous" n promptly fell in love. turning a little more punk everyday? i think not.

i feel really freaking awesome right now, kind of like i'm at the top of the world. i think we are setting up the dvd player tonight, which means minority report!!! kick butt movie, love it, love it, love it.

"honeymoons are supposed to be all champagne and love making." (from just married). yeah, we all wish they were.

so yesterday i shoveled more snow then i ever will have to again. and i cleaned off two cars. so my shoulders feel like they're going to fall off. in fact, the pain is almost too much to bear.

this is me being me. i hope you enjoy.

and wrestling freaking sucks!

so i have sunk to such an alltime low, i am watching mtv. now, i never resort to this. but i saw christina aguaria's video for her song "beautiful" and i must say she scored several points in my book for two main reasons. (1) she was wearing clothing and (2) her song was about how you can't bring her down because she's happy with who she is. and the song was honest... there were all sorts of people in it, too. including a gay couple. they were french kissing.

oooh my mom has just come home so i have to get half of what i just wrote off of the screen. understand what i mean? well, yeah. it is a little self-explanitory.

i wonder when the mail is going to come. and i sent a letter yesterday. i also got a package from a friend in texas. she sent me the cutest makeup bag (it's all retro and stuff = very me) and it has this cute lil mirror and body lotions and gels and all sorts of things. (okie, so it isn't full of billions of things, but it might as well be.)

oops. i was wrong. my dad and siblings are home. not my mother. oh well. i saw the van and immediately thought "mom."

mmm... i miss joshua. i want to see him right now! i would love to see him very soon. i saw him on tuesday and now i really miss him. *oof* i talked to him... last night? gah. what was last night? yeah i talked to him last night. i miss him. oh! before i very much forget.

26 days until our two year anniversary! :) i am so excited about it. i don't believe it has been so long, but it has. i can not wait until january 22nd. it's going to come way too soon.

my shoulder is still stiff.

so for christmas i got these awesome shoes. they made me very happy. okie, so i knew i was getting them but i still got them and they still made me very happy. they match my striped socks. yeah yon got me the red-n-black socks from hot topic. and i got the white-n-black ones too. i wonder how the shoes will look with the electric blu fishnets.

alright, i am going now, but i will be writing later.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea