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chosh part one

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18:11 on 12.27.02
"thingies!!!"

he is tall... and cinderella *shudder* is stuck in my head once again. but that is okay. i went out with yon. a shopping trip to barnes & noble and fashion bug turned out to be quite rewarding. i got nothing at b&n (unless you want to take into account that i had a piece of tres delicieux cheesecake and a coke), but i did get a wallet thing at fasion bug for $4.99. score! it covered with denim patches so it kind of matches the $5.99 pants that everyone adores and hates at the same time. i love my wardrobe.

i have a freaking blister on my thumb so bob the tomato from veggie tales is covering it because he is on the bandaids that i got for christmas!!! yay! i love bandaids, because in the words of me, "i am always cutting myself." and no... i don't mean it like in the bad depressed sense. though it does sound that bad.

kimberly has just informed us that she and her kids are going to be sooooooo wild! oh man. bad mothership there, thank god elle est 13 ans. (i couldn't remember how to spell 13 in french. is it treize? or trieze? something like that... help french speaking peoples of the world!)

*sigh*

i still miss my boyfriend. it's getting to be really bad now. i don't think i am going to last very long if i do not see him soon.

treize.... it is treize... isn't it? this is getting to me now. i let so many little things get to me, c'est tres pathetic.

c'est = it's

elle est = she is

tres = very

parfait = perfect

le = the

la = the

delicieux = delicious

i don't think i have used any other french terms so i won't define them. i know i have used those little words at times in this diary, so that probably helps.

so a couple of nights ago, joshua and i came up with a list of our "choshisms" which are basically things that we've made up, our inside jokes... get it? there are 65 so far, but we've been together almost 2 years so i think we have more. there's chosh (the combining of chelsea and josh... or as sam would put it, "chosh: when two human beings become one." very nice sam.)

i would put the list up here, but i do not know if joshua wants me to do that, so i will check with him and i will get back to everyone on that. but i am still planning on putting up "the story of chelsea & josh" so that will be up here with everything. i wish i could put a picture of me and josh up here. i have two really sweet pictures of us. one is from october of '01 and we're standing outside at his dad's house and we look so happy. and one is from cty '02 and we're in the hub on the couches. i think matt s. (josh's friend and my table leg companion) stuck his hand in the side of the picture... there's a quite hairy hand along the side. :-) i need to make a whole section dedicated to me and him and our beautiful relationship. i wanted to put together a sort of timeline thing for myself just to keep track of how many times i have seen him, etc, etc. i think it would be hard, but with my journals (both written and online) and the letters and emails i have, i think i could put together i pretty accurate timeline thingy. but enough on joshua and i.

i have not updated my poetry site in 52 days! there really hasn't been any new poetry, though. i feel really bad about that, because usually i am spitting out poems. no inspiration? i guess you could say so. i have to be in the right mood to write poetry though. if i am not, i come up with these terrible things.

oh man. there's this poem called "obsession" that i wrote on, like... feb.09.01 and i thought it was crap. but everyone loves it (so maybe that is an exaggeration, but the majority of the people who have read it think it is excellent.) so i realized that it is pretty good.

oh man. there is this huge piece of bubble wrap and it is all rolled up and i just want to take it and squeeze it and listen to the bubbles go "pop" "pop" "pop"!!! those things really excite me and i love listening to the things pop. it's addictive and when you're stressed it's tres good for obvious reasons! ooh... my mom let me pop two bubbles! so exciting!

i realize that at this moment, i must seem very shallow and childish and i apologize for giving off this unfortunate vibe. and i had six exclamation points in the previous paragraph.

i have decided that i am going to try to get around to redoing bits and pieces of my site, so if you're a reviewer and things don't exactly work, or are under construction, my apologies. i absolutely hate it when reviewers see your site in a shambles. like, once i was redoing my older archives and things weren't exactly in order and i lost points. oops. i need to fit in a glossary somewhere for reasons i need to explain. a lot of people don't know what cty is or what tres means. i am very sure you've never been to the hub, and maybe you're not familiar with the terms "ra" and "ta". almost everyone knows what a ra is.

mmm... time for me to go, but i am coming back. i am so cool like that n i know you want to here more from me.

i love joshua.

<3 chelsea